honestly right now i just feel dead tired.  i'm working over 50 hours a week, now that it's almost xmas, i'm getting about 8 hours of sleep but i still feel dead. i'm making good pay for no college degree, but i could be doing better.  i love my job to death so i would never wanna leave it, but i know i have to.  i just wish i could sleep and do nothing all day.  a very long vacation is very much needed......

i have too much expensive habits, i need to cut them down, but i dont know where to start.  and i dont really wanna stop it, hehe.  ithe funnie thing is, even though my debt is in the thousands.....a lot of it, hehe, i'm still worth more than 90 thousand dollars, but that's only if i sell my condo, which btw, if anyone wants to come see it you're welcome to, hehe, it's in town though, so let me know, it's by UH. welliez i'm tired, i go bed now, ohh look at the time, it's only 9pm, *sigh* such is my life now days.

wow, it's been 4 months now and well i'm gonna try and update this thing more, hehe, not like people read it anyway, everyone is too busy on myspace or something.  wellz, let's see, wut has been going on in my life.  nothing much, mostly work work and work.  i wish i didn't havta work so much and i wish i had more time to just play, haha, dont we all.  my condo is good, it's looking better, much better than it was before.  so much stuff is in here now, hehe, i dont know where to put things.  life has just been THE SAME for me.  wish there was change in it.

HAHA, i'm too addicted to magic now.  this is why i quit playing in the first place all the way back in mirage.  *sigh*  i spend too much money on it.  i wish there was a way i could improve my deck building, i just plainly suck at it. i remember being good at it, in intermediate anyway.  i was top 3 in my skool.  out of 25 ofcoarse, not that much.  and i'm totally in love with this ravnica set.  cant wait till me birthday.....well, the day after my birthday, that's when the expansion comes out.  sadness when i dont look forward to my birthday but the day after it. hehe.  wellz, people out there go buy in magic cards for my birthday, wait till feb 3 though, and get guildpact.  for me, hehe. i'll love u.  welliez, i'm gonna go watch ranma now, haha, have fun everyone, anyone.......who reads this.

you know myke,

wish your xanga was still up or something.  i wanna write to u, or leave u a comment.  i miss u, lots....... *sigh* i've been thinking about you a lot lately and it saddens me. ohh and my grandma knows, hehe, about me.  you wont believe how, she found my gay japanese porn, teehee.  anywayz, write back soon, bye